Left

Three weeks left until due day….saying that makes it sound like D-day, which its not, but sometimes that’s what it feels like. I’m not ready for baby girl to be here most of the time. I certainly have my moments of being ready, but I’m not ready all the time. I’m not sitting around pining for her to be here already, but I am excited to meet her and see her and hold her. Does that make me a bad person? A bad mom? I guess I don’t really care if you think that makes me horrible or not. I can’t change it anyway.
I’m not counting the days or hoping she comes this weekend, she will come when she comes and I will be ready when that happens because I will have to be.