Life has not turned out like I thought it would. I’m in the united states, not Turkey. I’m married, not single. I’m pregnant, and I didn’t want kids (for a long time anyway, I want my baby girl now, don’t get me wrong). I own a home, and I thought I would live in an apartment. I have a dog, and I didn’t want any pets (again, I love Suga’ and definitely want her now!).
Yet, I’m ok with all of it. More than ok, I love being married. I love my puppy. I love my country. And I love my baby girl. I wouldn’t change it for anything. I’ve learned so many different things in the last six years, its crazy. I guess what I’m trying to say is that despite nothing turning out like I thought it would I am thankful. I’m thankful I can’t see the future, because I can’t change it even if I were to fight it.